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  • Keld [he/him, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
    6·
    22 days ago

    This is too heavy for me. I wish I could help you. All I can say is that i think you’ve done well these last past few weeks in advocating for yourself and I think you should at least keep that up. You matter for as long as you are here.

    • DisabledAceSocialist [comrade/them]@hexbear.netEnglish
      7·
      22 days ago

      Thanks. You know what’s even more enraging? Not long ago a person on mutual aid helped me to become a member of dignitas. To become a member, you need to print out and fill in the “Declaration of Membership” form. I don’t have a printer, so I tried to print it at the local library. I was unable to, because the library has blocked dignitas’ website and won’t allow people to access it on the library computer! It’s yet another aspect of poverty - if you’re rich you probably have your own printer and can access whatever websites you want. The poorer you are the fewer choices you have in life. And what business is it of the library anyway if someone wants to go to dignitas - who made them the moral arbiter of assisted suicide prevention?

      In the end I found a way around it, by writing the declaration of membership out myself. I was reminded of this today because I need to print some stuff out for my benefit appeal but don’t have the money to do it as no-one has responded to the latest mutual aid post. Even when it comes to trying to access benefits - money needed to live - I can’t do all I need to do because of lack of money. This world is fvcked up and evil. Some demiurge created this shithole to have a laugh at our expense.

      • Keld [he/him, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
        4·
        22 days ago

        I wouldn’t put it past the government to have made a blanket list of banned subjects for public institutions, which would include assisted dying. That sort of micromanagement seems very in line with the British government

        I cant advise you on dignitas. But with regards to everything else, you’ve been resourceful with white lies, small deceptions and asking people directly before. I’m sure you can find someone to lean on to get a print or two. Maybe just asking the librarian directly? Surely they know the system is fucked too.