it’s hot. also i’m growing cacti from seed which is new to me and i’m excited, a few of them are sprouting now. how are you?
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hi, does anyone wanna make the mega in the upcoming weeks? if so, reply to this post and i’ll add you to the list!
the list as it stands:
Disaster_of_Passion (7/7 - 7/13) sodium_nitride (7/14 - 7/20) peanutbuttercupola* (7/21 - 7/27) BountifulEggnog* (7/28 - 8/3) oscardejarjayes* (8/4 - 8/10) Seryph (8/11 - 8/17) Shaleesh (8/18 - 8/24) GayTuckerCarlson* (8/25 - 8/31) Eco* (9/1 - 9/7) nemmybun (9/8 - 9/14) * after name denotes someone who has posted before and will be skipped by first-time posters
Can I have 9/8 - 9/14? I wanna make a mega that no one will ever forget
absolutely, have fun
can i please do one? i’ve never done one before :)
fine… you can do next week’s
Fuck, my turn is coming up. Gotta think of something cool and awesome
you have to be really high effort like me please
Sing me up
buzz off before i throw you into a toilet
Ah! There it is! I would like to make the mega for the week of 8/18-8/24
ok! i got you on
Thank you!
Are there any restrictions on what topic I can write about? I was thinking about writing an article on obscure weapon sighting systems.
you’re free to write about whatever, it’s basically just a way for us to spotlight things we care about and share them with the community
check out my baby cactifriday? rice? friday. rice.
Ever since I started my training been noticing hvac things more often, playing yakuza and I see a mini split unit in the Earth Angel bar
the air handler does look to be higher than 8 feet up but still pretty cool.I used extra chili sauce in today’s Friday Rice
Back to dreaming of going fast and listening to
specifically secret rings ost. That game has so many artists like it’s nothing new but I think the popularity of 
40 kind of takes away from all the artists who’ve done sonic songs if I’m being real.I would love to limit my dating pool to only trans people at this point, but there’s just not many enough around for that to feel like a viable strategy
Depends where you live. Also gotta get used to dating your friends exes and your friends dating your exes, just queer things. My trans friend circle is composed entirely of people who’ve dated people, except for me and ONE other person lol
Just become a polycule maybe?
Exes for a reason~
I think I might only date queer people, but maybe a cool non-queer communist could do
the guy jeans i still wear really arent doing me any favors but I dont know what to do about that without spending money on jeans I dont need in cuts I havent verified look good on me yet :/ wish i had skirts. I’m probably going to retire the current pair I’m wearing because I think they are just not flattering whatsoever.
Thrift stores girl, thrift stores!
You have to try them out before buying
Working with dudes in construction really just breaks whatever crushes I have on them, I said it before but guys getting angry and shouty when the heat gets turned up is ugh. I get being frustrated but like chill or at minimum don’t lash out, hoping this puts a stop to my gay dreams towards them I really don’t wanna be a therapist or something.
men is too headache
for the most part I’m like only 10% interest at this point.we admire you for still being at 10%
Honestly I’d much rather be dreaming of
or 
with that 10% and it seems after today I might
men can be so emotional 😒
stoicism? I wish you’d practice it… seriously the manosphere branding themselves as emotionless badasses falls apart fast under actually trying conditions.
fr, mabye the whole stoic shit might actually be appealing if any of them could abide by it instead of coming up with excuses for why they’re exempt all the time. as I see it, it’s more of a way for guys to shame other guys for minor “infractions” like wearing a jacket when it’s cold lol
This exactly, I don’t know if I been doing stoic stuff myself but I’ve been learning to sit with my emotions in a “que sera sera” mindset. Maybe it’s just me masking so much
but I know how to control myself when things are going bad
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Im going to meet with an endocrinologist in a bit less than 2 weeks to take some physical examinations before I can be prescribed hormone replacement. I should be happy and excited about this but I still feel so empty and pessimistic. It feels like I’ve wasted so much of my life having to justify my identity to cisgenders just so i can have a chance at getting a low quality hormone replacement at an inadequate dosage that will probably be criminalised soon anyway. I tried to get diy hormone replacement a couple of months ago but my mother intercepted the package and threw it away. I borrowed 100$ from someone to pay for it and now i need to pay them back.
Because of my mental health, I’ve lost all but one of my friends and to them im more of a detriment than anything else. Im scared to go outside and interact with other people because i live in a country of savages who would probably lynch me for being trans.
Started watching dracula and there’s keanu fucking reeves in it, day ruined
You didnt know!!
He’s got an infamously bad English accent in it. Its actually a bit charming in its own gangly way
TONY STARK was able to build his gender in a cave! With a BOX OF SCRAPS
Trans man Tony Stark would be an interesting take. He’d probably invent some super nano gender thing
always weird to find protest/event pictures on myself online, especially reddit, still not used to it. not posted by my party i mean, like from random people.
im so self conscious about my appearance
nice to see youre okay
you look great and dont let anybody (especially yourself) say otherwise!!! woof
ahhh thank you!
and yeah im doing well, i just got a job and do a shit ton of organizing constantly so im very busy.
air travel is tyranny
Absolutely! I heard something the other day that made me a little more comfortable with this impossible question, maybe it’ll help you too: answer this question as though it’s asking “which of the two normie genders do you feel more aligned with today?”
CW: cigs
Shout-out Doctor Girlfriend for making me comfortable with having a pack a day smoking voice
Also talking to this goth girl right now that thinks it’s super hot that I smoke and requests videos of me smoking all day. God bless goth girls
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Also talking to this goth girl right now that thinks it’s super hot that I smoke and requests videos of me smoking all day. God bless goth girls
CW: Horny, cigs
She wants me to put out a cig on her and I’m not sure I have the heart to do that? Like I’m a big softie, it took me a lot of warming up to more dominant stuff in past relationships because I was afraid of hurting my partners but I guess if she wants the cig put out on her? 😳
Goth girls be wild
Its the subs and the bottoms with the hard core fantasies, swear to god
I know, I’m a bottom too so I come up with some scenarios for sure
