Perfect! Give me 3 to go, there’s some stuff I wanna forget

COME OOOOON, send me the boob juice already! Why did it stop for 3 days?

Waiting is so annoying…

That’s good to hear, hope you keep feeling well

I heard about eye color, but skin too? Huh

The white skin might just be lack of sunlight

You’ll get better friends, it will happen

Well, they were pretty nice to me, I can’t complain too much. Despite them being apparently confused about pronouns, I couldn’t bring myself to correct them, I imagine if I asked they would have been ok with it

Agh going to the medic fucking sucks

Yeah, take some time to figure it out, think it through now. There’s nothing wrong with giving up on hrt too. Maybe the having boobs thing isn’t for you, and that’s all well and good

It’s very okay and normal to be afraid of changes, the unknown is scary. I’m not sure how long ago you started, but it takes time for it to really take effect. And, well, if this is happening in the span of a day, maybe tomorrow you’ll feel excited about it again.

Saying that is very tansfem, tbh. Try to calm down and think about it. Do you want these changes? Do you feel good thinking about having breast development, fat redistribution and overall more feminine looking body? You can be NB or fluid and do HRT too.

Uh, I think it’s unlikely. If your body produces mostly testosterone, you’d have to be having gynecomastia from an imbalance of estrogens/androgens in your body. Like, for example, a liver disease, kidney failure, thyroid disease or a metabolic dysfunction. Maybe get that checked out if it seems real enough, it could be something not good if it is really happening

I’m not judging you or anything, just curious on your reasons, why are you afraid of the changes? You don’t need to answer if you don’t feel comfortable sharing this.

From what I know, you can run proton outside of steam. I remember being able to use it via lutris. But maybe I’m remembering it wrong

I feel like a togepi. I have cracked my egg, but am still hiding under the shell

Hmm I’ll probably start exercising regularly to mantain some strength

Nevermind this. Seems like they were just oblivious. Still, they are cool and regulate stuff nicely

Also, is muscle loss that bad? I don’t need to be strong, but I need to not be weak

Otherwise, good news. I found out that the health and sanitary administration of my country is very based and cool. Opposite to the medical regulation thingy, which is transphobic, reactionary and deeply unserious

I’m going to have to start working out, the horror. Noooooooo