Definitely Thank you for encouraging me earlier. I really wanted to and was hoping someone would help give me a nudge.

Finally a good day 😢haven’t happy cried in a long time and have been off and on all day. Mostly about telling my friend but also reconnected with one of my online friends and played some CS/the finals and it was a really good time. idk today has been a good one.

One other thought on this same line of thinking, when I first told my therapist one of his first questions was my sexuality. And I’ve kinda been worried every time since someone would ask but thankfully they haven’t 😅

Thank you! Obviously was really scary for me, especially telling someone in real life who I see all the time.

I really hope so I love my name a lot- we will see.

update

Came out to her. She is accepting. Talked about it a little bit. I didn’t tell her my name though. Don’t know why. But yea, went well and I feel good about that. Its nice not feeling so alone.

Okay

I’ve obviously not been in the best spot lately

Is coming out to my friend/manager a good idea or no? She’s gay and has gay friends tbf. But I don’t know about trans people. Also my shave still fucking sucks. It’d be in like 9 hours, maybe a bit more. Or uh I could chicken out again. Just has been on my mind a lot.

Its so I personally can watch as the entire earth dies.

:I-was-saying:

You’d think people here would stop praising them.