9I dont fight but am or were pals with a lot of oogles who do for fun and it is good to get for face recreational bashed in if you are going to be putting yourself in danger, I can take a lickin and keep on tickin and feel pretty confident in a fist fight against a cop, that is kinds nice to have under your belt. But because of the same associations a biker connected creep who has been going out with my roommates friend , who is cool as hell and became my friend fast was immediately assumed to be fucking both of us cause she moved.into our place and was a woman and was stalked and had my place firebombed and had a genuine threat of death on my hands, avoid this sort of scenario. We hooked a car battery to our metal doorknob so if anyone who didnt text ahead of time to get entrance would have a bad fuckimg time. Thst kind of beige mentality fucks you up and I was absolutely willing to tske this fucker’s life and do prison for it cause it felt like him or me. Don’t be there but if you are there and truly feel backed into a corner, there is no means whatsoever to fall short of, skipping toen is the best option but we were gonna hot shot this guy until a treaty was made. I have had to face a borderline kill or be killed situation where I had made plans to kill cause it was necessary. It sucks.

Edit: I should probably check up with a pro about this, just realized a life or death struggle is usually a therapist talk thing. When we had a meet to squash the beef I laid into the fiu who was going after us for hiring a guy to brick our window which led to my cat going missing, I wss so mad about Darby i kinda forgot we were trying to avoid axrusl murder. The other side has clearly forgotten tje grudge because murder grudges that go no where are a normal part of their life, I haven’t but in this case the best revenge is living well