I finally got around to seeing “I Saw The TV Glow”, and it definitely lived up to the hype.


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    Wish I knew how to stop my brain from shutting down. I get so overwhelmed by envy and attraction and then I literally can’t speak

    Being around feminine people is a source of dysphoria. Like, I don’t know how to handle the emotions. I just want to ask how they do that, all the time. I feel male-gazey, I feel gross.

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      dysphoria

      Being around feminine people is a source of dysphoria.

      Real :/ reminds me of what I could have had. Should have had. Instead I’m cursed to live in this husk. Very shitty feelings. god I wish I was them instead.

      One specific thing is it always reminds me of how big I am. I’m literally like twice most of their size.

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        I’m back! I am back on my old account until I earn (come up with) a new username. I don’t remember why I deleted my account but I’m rolling with it

        is good to be back tho! i am growing more confident in my enby-ness and enjoying pride month

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          That’s awesome, I’m so proud of you for getting more confident! I hope you got to hook up with some irl LGBT groups. It’d be nice if you were to make friends with girls (trans femme or cis), I swear there’s nothing mysterious about us lol