Hi! I’ve been extremely tired this week and nearly forgot that I was hosting one so I’m writing this last minute! I couldn’t think of anything so I’m going to write about one of my hamsters who is not Biggs; Meredith
Meredith was another hamster of mine from a few years ago during the early days of COVID, and she was the absolute sweetest little creature I had ever met. Very friendly, very gentle. She loved exploring anywhere I put her into and never bit me okay she did once ever. She was an absolute sweetheart and bundle of love and was with me during some of the rougher parts of my life
She unfortunately died very suddenly out of the blue one day at a terribly young age showing no symptoms of anything wrong with her prior, which breaks my heart to this very day
I never had her as long as any other hamster of mine but I don’t think I had any other hamster touch my heart in quite the same way. I miss you, girl
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My lips too small; my teeth too big. I’m a mouse girl now.
I was just reflecting on the day I came out to myself as a trans woman and I feel all the emotions flooding back to me and now I’m sitting here in bed bawling the happiest tears I’ve cried in a long time. This feels like pure trans joy and catharsis.
Proud of you, comrade!Thank you
reminds me of the time i came out to one of my closest (trans woman) friends and i broke down in tears when i finally got to tell myself “I don’t have to be cis anymore”
That sounds so beautiful
I’m starting to become uncomfortable with how gay people here are.
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It’s not gay enough. I’d be more comfortable if it were gayer.
Mfw I’m somehow getting gender euphoria from a damn pen. It’s not even anything femme it’s literally just a nice simple pen that feels great when writing and twirling. Why is my brain like this.
Broke: I’m considering orchie for anti androgen reasons
Bespoke: I’m considering orchie so my high waisted pants are more comfortable.
Finally a good day 😢haven’t happy cried in a long time and have been off and on all day. Mostly about telling my friend but also reconnected with one of my online friends and played some CS/the finals and it was a really good time. idk today has been a good one.
Happy for you 🫂
Feels like coming out had a good effect on you~
Definitely
Thank you for encouraging me earlier. I really wanted to and was hoping someone would help give me a nudge.
I’m so happy for you! Congrats on telling your friend as well
I’m so glad the good feels kept going, you deserve it!
I’m glad it was a good day!!!
Thank you :cat-trans: I had meant to message you and talk about it. But yes a good one! And another good one today tbh
dipshit customer: “hey how come you’re the only one here wearing the mask?”
the answer i should have given: “the same reason you’re wearing sunglasses indoors”
the answer i actually gave: “personal choice”
the REAL answer: “i’m a trans woman and didn’t bother shaving today”
Going on a date with a beautiful trans woman this weekend.
I just went to the knitting group I’ve joined for the first time today, and it’s been absolutely wonderful. The people there were so damn nice and didn’t care at all that I’m trans. They also gave me a lot of help, which I desperately needed, because I’m still a complete beginner, so I was very grateful for that. The only thing that I had to get used to was that everyone else was twice my age. There are younger people of course, but they couldn’t make it today.
And today is also my 5th anniversary of starting HRT, which still boggles my mind how it’s already been half a decade. I know it shouldn’t surprise me that it feels a lot shorter than the 5 years I had to wait before I could finally start but it still does. Like, if you told me that it’s only been 2 years, I would fully believe you.
The only thing that really annoys me though is that I’m completely overwhelmed by my emotions now. It’s like a tsunami composed of all kinds of emotions hitting me head-on. I wish there was some kind of switch that could turn them off, because I’m having a hard time calming down again.
It’s that time again, goodbye for now comrades
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Went on garden date with wife
volsex, HORNY
Ate my partner out right before bed and first thing in the morning and we’ve both been fucking glowing all day long. I love the way they squirm and moan and beg for more. My lips and tongue were tingling for hours afterward (and still are actually, I had just tuned it out). Estrogen seems to have only made me hornier, or maybe girl horny just makes more sense for my brain.
Came out to her. She is accepting. Talked about it a little bit. I didn’t tell her my name though. Don’t know why. But yea, went well and I feel good about that. Its nice not feeling so alone.
One other thought on this same line of thinking, when I first told my therapist one of his first questions was my sexuality. And I’ve kinda been worried every time since someone would ask but thankfully they haven’t 😅
Yay I’m glad!
Congratulations!!! 
Maybe one day you can share your name with her!
- Thank you! Obviously was really scary for me, especially telling someone in real life who I see all the time.
I really hope so
I love my name a lot- we will see.
So happy for you and so proud of you!!
horny post
Ate a trans girl out wirh a neo vagina. If I hadn’t seen her (naked, for sex) before bottom surgery I wouldnt have even known tbh. Smelt like, tasted like, felt like, got wet like, a vagina she would’ve been born with - even had her (called it prostate but dont think it was) more or less right where the g spot is in birth vagina. I’ll be getting my bottom surgery from the same clinic she got hers, so it was also like looking at what I could have
I’ll have what she’s having
new puppygirl experiments underway
