bleh it’s only nice when she forces herself and it’s so obvious she’s TRYING against her own impulses. i’m grateful that she’s trying but i want to be adored not endured, you know? she’s been trying for a year and if i complain it gets better for a couple days then back to roomate-ville. am i just a greedy bitch? is it delusional to expect to be loved the way i love? I hate this purgatory and i just don’t know what to do.

cw: transphobia maybe idk

i think it is deeply unfair of the universe to force me to lose everything else in the world i love just to be able to stand myself in the mirror. What a joke. I have finally gained intense personal satisfaction and happiness but the entire rest of the world sure seems bitter about it. I wouldn’t trade being me at last for anything but it feels like a devils bargain. why can’t everyone else just be fucking cool.

i woke up today ready to have a tough talk with her and she was cuddling me and being super sweet. I said my piece anyway, not really an ultimatum just communicating that i have sone basic needs that aren’t getting met and that i need to move on very soon if this isn’t going to work out before i age out of the dwindling dating pool. she listened and apologized and admitted that things were hard but she still wanted to be with me and try to make it work. She said the boobs, which i have been extremely fortunate to have the right genetics for, are really tough to deal with and we talked about ways to try and mitigate the issues.

I remain an optimist because I sure do love that woman.

probably doomed but i’m still in girls. I got a kiss :)

ooh the shiny is nice though!

I’m a sparkle fan too here’s my last:

i like to do a solid base layer and then some shimmery stuff on it

cw: relationship sadposting

so it’s been a year since I started HRT and my wife and partner of 25 years has not warmed up to me being a woman. To the contrary the softer I have become the less interested she is in sharing affection. My irl cis friend says that i need to stick a fork in this relationship and when i told the wife she didn’t argue she admitted that it’s gotten harder not easier. But she doesn’t want to split up, we are co parents and i’m the house wife!

But i’m so alone, i had a gf for a while (poly not cheating) but that fizzled out so i’m gonna just have to try again. I don’t have any family and few friends and im desperate to be squeezed and feel connected. I downloaded a new trans dating app with a dumb name and there’s so many cute girls in my area and while I may never pass and I may be old I’m still cute and i’m super soft now and i like myself so that’s gotta help.

I don’t really want someone else i want my wife but the spells i tried didn’t work and i can’t really think of anything else to try. Sometimes you make mistakes. The worst part is i feel like i stole something from her by killing off her husband. blah blah blah thanks for letting me vent kiddos. i love you bears so much :)

hi nonbinary I’m no longer dad 😂

before Total Recall there was Eccentrica Gallumbits! The far famed triple breasted whore of Eroticon 6! had to draw the pics myself though

they are “sisters, not twins”, is how this was explained to me.

Mortadella!

up with trans

that’s really nice!

anyone see this? how intriguing of a concept

painted nails are so nice to look at

good luck!!!

hug

that’s like, 6 fuckin wolves i hope they don’t expect me to feed them

can i pet them?

Congrats on your boobs!!!

i love my boobs so much. I have figured out exactly which foods and supplements make mine ache the most and that’s all i eat pretty much. They are sore and growing every day and it fills me with euphoria.

My cis wife taught me how to rub them without pain; with the bottom of three fingers pressed together stiffly, from the edge of the areola, out and away while pressing down, and this really helps when they get super sore and tender. Evening primrose oil also helps with the ache.

with a side benefit of having lots of unemployed people in the states to press into military service