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6 hours agoI have stopped watching movies due to everything beong hollywood slop from likely disney, thanks for indie movie recs that sounds good!
thirstyskyline [she/her, ae/aer]
trans marxist leninist that is very mentally fucked at the moment XD
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6·19 hours agomental health
I like how I look sometimes at the same time I feel like I could be more. I really wish I wasnt myself. Though idk if thats dysphoria or just really really bad self hate I have for myself for other reasons growing up. Always low energy and mind scattered and feel like I’m missing out on life. It feels unfair. Yet I don’t want to say I’m deppressed cause a part of me refuses to believe lmao
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yeah but i feel so stuck on a personal level, feels like I’m not going anywhere, wish I could just swap my whole identity but mmm…; at the same time I have a lot of impostor syndrome and I would like my ‘self’ to be original which bothers me a lot day to day cause I feel like an empty shell with no interests other than observing and learning from others
19·21 hours agoMakes sense, doubt China would send arms shipments lol
Telegram was speculating on this, I have no idea what it could be
being your own person is fine and good actually
yeah I have a problem with this rn (identity crisis 24/7) XD I’m trying but it feels like I’m staring from 10th floor through a glass pane observing others and learning their behaviors through a miopic lens
very mood, I have a problem relating to others in general and results in me depersonalizing so hard i feel like not a human… sucks
Yeah fair enough, I just saw it was overhyped, watched it and I was like “well, fuck” it wasn’t according to my expectations that I heard from other trans people. I dunno feels like I have way less in common with other trans people regarding likes and common experiences and it sucks sometimes as I cant relate
9·23 hours agohttps://privacyguides.org/ has overall good recs and advice, beware run by libertarian ish westerners ignore the politics
I have watched I saw the TV glow and it just didnt resonate with me and I feel shitty lmao
wondering if they will actually raze a whole district of Tehran, jfc
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am I really like this checked out dissociated husk so much I cant even help someone close to me? What the fuck is wrong with me, genuienly. My god. Fuck.
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my partner just had a breakdown in public about getting her period and being dysphoric+embarassed about it as she had nothing to cover herself with, i offered to call with her as i wasnt with her, she agreed and i was trying to be empathic and get her out of that but idk god it fucking felt like i had fuck all empathy tbh i was trying and i do have empathy it just i dont know i feel broken i was worried out of my mind and i kinda didnt know how to react and my partner told me to shut the fuck up cause it doesnt help and it feels like i dont give a shit and i was like fuck; idk through a phone it’s so hard to convey emotion and meaning to words, instead of that I sounded like I was dismissing her, I majorly fucked up I wish I knew how to handle people better instead of proceeding like I did right now
really feeling useless and asking what the fuck is wrong with me for proceeding like this, I should have had things to say and calm someone down than ‘yea’ and ‘im sorry’ and platitudes but I felt useless being so far away, fuck and I kinda locked up cause usually when I comfort anyone it’s irl not over a call ahhh fuck
What is the occasion?
IAEA Director General, Rafael Grossi: ‘Iran’s underground enrichment facilities at Natanz remain intact, only the surface level facilities have been destroyed’
Brigadier General Hayat Moqadam, Member of the Iranian Parliament’s National Security Committee:
'If we had carried out True Promise-3 earlier, Israel would never have attacked us like they did, but this was prevented (by some circumstances).
If we want to restore deterrence and secure our rights, now is the time to enter into an all-out war with Israel, and we will certainly achieve victory.
The U.S. may help, but they no longer have the economic capability of handling a long term war.’
I have watched the Hourglass Sanatorium. Deeply confused lmao but I liked the surrealist vibe, too much nudity for my taste, also I saw the director has anticommunist brainworms apparebtly