PartysPuppyGirl [pup/pup's, she/her]

The Soviet union wouldn’t have strayed from MLism to revisionism if Stalin got forcefemmed

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Cake day: July 31st, 2025

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  • catgirl-flop if this is too much tell me and I’ll delete it, or mods just delete it. Know it doesn’t bode well that I’m venting here instead of getting help IRL, and yet here I am.

    SI, past suicide attempt, heavy depressing shit

    Realizing I only ever come to this site at my lowest with my no social support. Like I made this account to get advice about how to talk to friends about me trying to overdose the day before. Petty bourgeois parents won’t do shit to help, they hold my livelihood in their hands. If they decide to stop paying for my housing and insurance I’m fucked, too mentally fucked to hold a job, and even more fucked up without my depression meds that barley help. Just feels like I’ve wasted my life. Have had opportunities I never deserved given to me, and yet I couldnt handle a light course load in college, and amshattered mentally where I can barley stay alive mentally even with having my bills paid off. And even more fun, day after I tried to kill myself, parents randomly fly in and invite themselves to my days acting happy to see me and seemingly unaware of the tightrope I have to walk to make sure they think I’m happy and not depressed, instead of finding out my reality of deep depression and then cutting me off. Just don’t know what to do anymore